I just picked up my two older girls from a Shakespeare play rehearsal at 9:00pm. The performance is tomorrow and Saturday. My girls have worked so hard on this play. I'm sure they will be glad when it is over.
I have had the opportunity to hear stories of others that are going through the same situation that I am. It is sooooo healing to hear from their perspective all that they are going through. It sounds crazy but I honestly started to think I was a little insane because of the roller-coaster of emotion I was experiencing. I have found that honesty in these moments brings much healing.
These past few months I have been in a total fog. I am just doing good day to day to remember all that is going on. I've been thinking how the creation of a diamond starts with a lump of coal with heat, pressure, and time. I suppose that is what God does with many of us. He uses all three to help us be all we can. I am grateful for the life lessons and I sure am tired.