Today seemed like a "new normal" day. Same routine. Same challenges. I picked up my girls from their Shakespeare performance tonight and while I was driving to pick them up I just had a chat with Jan. I guess it was the first time in a while that I just opened up. It was good to release some of that emotion that has churned over in my mind. Shortly after I got back home I realized I am tired. Really tired. Like the tired I felt directly after Jan passed. I realized that 30 min of emotion takes a lot of energy to process. I know I have more to process so I am just trying to identify a system that will support that.
I arrived back home with my girls being exhausted and Ammon asleep. I am tired too. Madilyn has a soccer game tomorrow and then the performance later that night. I still need to figure out Mother's Day.
