Tonight I am sad. Seemed like a normal day. Yet I am sad. Claire had her 4 month pediatric appointment today and all is looking good. Claire had a couple of shots and one oral vaccination. I am glad to see her on this path of health. She downed over 8oz of milk tonight, her normal meds, and snuggled up and went to sleep. It is funny how a child so small can attach to your heart so quickly and easily.
I think I am sad that I am accepting more and more that Jan is gone. That acceptance is just painful. It is a cup of pain that I feel forced to drink.
