Today was a quick day. I had a very challenging project at work that I have worked on for the past two days. It has helped me NOT be so sad. For that I am grateful. I got to a point where I have to involve engineers from HP so I think that is a good stopping point. When I arrived home I found my kids were also missing Jan. I don't know what has made this week such a tough week but it has been.
I believe Madilyn has a soccer game tomorrow and I will attempt to get my lawn mowed before it rains again. For me, weekends are the toughest. I have to feel when I am at home. I am trying not to fight it so much.
I have to start processing the piles of funeral stuff in my home. Letters, cards, important papers, Jan's clothing, etc... All pain. I will begin to go through a bit tomorrow.
