Ammon had his belt test (blue with a black stripe) and Madilyn had her game. They lost 2:1. It was a good game though. Claire has started to drink a ton. She is consuming about 8 oz more than normal prior to bedtime.
I picked up some roses for the kids to put on Jan's grave as well as a bouquet for my mom from the kids and me. I also picked up some roses for Jan. I went by her grave tonight and unpacked the folding chair and sat by her grave and had a conversation. All of the walls I had up to hide my emotions came crumbling down. I am just in some pain. The good news is after getting back home I am exhausted but I feel better.
Tomorrow is Mother's Day. I'm going to make it the best one I can for my kids. Everyone is sad.
#TaeKwonDo #mothersday
