20 May 2015 (151 days after The Day)

Today I am learning that life does not wait for you.  This is a lesson I have been taught before.  I am facing a significant hurdle.  It goes like this - I have to have my game face on to function during the day but I must have it off to heal.  My daily functions run from 6 am to 10 pm.  By 10 I am exhausted and don't know how I will have time for myself.  Claire will generally wake at 2 am for a feeding and if I am lucky she will go to sleep by 3.  Like right now... my kids need to be in bed but I am typing this.  I need to go help them get into bed but I am forcing myself to have a moment of solace.  I must make time sometime.  I just don't know how to do it.