Today was an interesting day. Everything was normal... actually somewhat upbeat. I left work and got to the first stop light. Something clicked. I just felt anger. That wave got larger and larger. I walked in the house angry and upset. I ate dinner and went to a meeting. The meeting ended around 9:30 and I am less upset. I don't know why or what led to the wave of frustration and anger but it was staring me in the face. I just miss Jan.
So, I am sitting at my computer and it is 10:00 at night. The kids are in bed and it is quiet. What a rare occasion. I am enjoying this time.
