25 April 2015 (126 days after The Day)

What a whirlwind.  I baptized Madilyn today.  That was an emotional moment.  I just wept as the song was playing just before.  It was a song Madilyn picked out.  It also was played at Jan's funeral.  I could barely get the words out to baptize her.  I just wish Jan was there.  Tomorrow will be big as well.  Tomorrow I have the confirmation for Madilyn along with the blessing of Claire.  Jan's brother is in town with his wife and my sister is in town too.  It is good having them here.  I just wish Jan were here.  This is one of the "first's" that I have to go through I guess.  :-(