Today was a very difficult day for me. I found out early this morning that a childhood friend that I viewed as a brother died. With this news I just found myself numb. He and I had drifted apart over the last few years but he honestly was the only other person other than Jan that I felt really understood me. He will be missed. That news really affected my productivity today. I just am back in a fog.
We were treated to dinner and boy was it needed. I was doing well to just serve it up for everyone. I am grateful for the sacrifices of so many. It is humbling.
I'm not much for typing tonight as my thoughts are on my brother and his family. Until tomorrow.
