Today has been worse. It is good I suppose to feel sorrow but the feeling is crushing. It is a good moment for my mom to not be here because it forces me to get things organized. I feel like a horrible husband to Jan because this organization takes a lot of work and I just took it for granted. All of this is doable and I am thankful that Claire is sleeping right now. She rolled over today. What a milestone! So my feelings today have been focused on what I have no control over. So, in summary, today has been pointless. I'm going to bed and will start fresh in the morning.
#rollover #planning
