So today I did something that I have been dreading. I began to go through Jan's clothing with my kids to sort all clothes into boxes for each of them so we can get a quilt made for each of them. Wow. That was really difficult. I didn't realize how hard that would be but everyone was wiping tears. That exercise took a gob of energy from me. We went through 4 bags of clothes which represents probably half. We will go through the remaining clothes tomorrow.
Everything still feels like a dream. It just sucks.
