Today started out rough. Memories returned of being called to the hospital. I recall leaving my kids knowing that the probability of me coming back with bad news that would forever change our lives was becoming more of a reality every day. As I shared these memories Samantha was so patient with me. She really just allowed me to be in a safe place as I fell apart. I love her so much.
She asked me what I wanted today... to be busy or do my own thing... I told her I wanted to be busy. I stayed busy and today was a good day. I cut up the briskets and man were they good! I know it is a silly thing but wow did they look and taste so good! I finally got the smoke ring to turn out right. I'm happy about that. Samantha and I ate some for lunch and wow was it good! After a few errands here and there we ended the day watching a Hallmark movie. I am happy that it is ending on a positive note.
Until later -
