It seems crazy that September is almost over. Time is moving on and my kids are excited (and a bit nervous) about the upcoming change. For me the change will bring a bit of comfort and normalcy; however, I have told Samantha and myself that while it will be comforting to be married again - I will not expect Samantha to be Jan nor will I want to be Samantha's late husband. We are each our own selves and with that I have peace that we can comfort each other through the rest of our lives. She is such a good woman and mother. I feel blessed to join our families together.