31 July 2015 (223 days after The Day)

Today I reflected on Jan's journals.  She has many that sit beside her side of the bed.  As I thumbed through them I just realized how much Jan worked on self improvement.  I realized how positive of an example she left for her kids and me.  I just am thankful for the time I had with her.  In a way I feel like she was an advanced class I took only she had all the answers... Now that she is gone I have to do it alone... or at least if feels alone.  I realize how much she had worked through and how many tough questions she had already answered.  She really was being true to herself by living and breathing truth.  I am proud of her.