So one of my fears was realized today. I found out that Ammon is forgetting about Jan. I just feel horrible.
My day was filled with busy work. Work that helped me stay mentally occupied. I have so much desire to get my life in order. To clean up and clean out my home. To help make a positive reality for my kids. To help set a good foundation for our future - whatever that future holds.
When I put Claire to sleep tonight she was such a cuddly kid. She just wanted to snuggle with me for a while before closing her eyes. I just received so much healing from that.