Tuesday, July 28, 2015

28 July 2015 (220 days after The Day)

So one of my fears was realized today.  I found out that Ammon is forgetting about Jan.  I just feel horrible.

My day was filled with busy work.  Work that helped me stay mentally occupied.  I have so much desire to get my life in order.  To clean up and clean out my home.  To help make a positive reality for my kids.  To help set a good foundation for our future - whatever that future holds.


When I put Claire to sleep tonight she was such a cuddly kid.  She just wanted to snuggle with me for a while before closing her eyes.  I just received so much healing from that.