From the birth of my fourth child until today. This gives a glimpse into my life that is filled with joy, sadness, pure happiness, and devastating grief... in other words... it is real.
Tuesday, July 14, 2015
14 July 2015 (206 days after The Day)
I have found out today just how much comfort Claire has in me. She was around a bunch of people she didn't know and she really just wanted me to hold her. I took comfort in that. I also saw a family picture taken about 2010. I wept. Just seeing Jan's smiling face brought back a lot of memories I had forgotten. So - tonight I am going to sleep a little sad. I'm sure there are brighter days ahead... just one day at a time.