15 July 2015 (207 days after The Day)

Today was filled with meetings.  This was my first full day of meetings since Jan passed.  I interacted with some that I have not seen since Jan passed and they expressed their condolences.  It was both difficult and easy.  In the past I felt completely helpless to my emotions.  A simple question would trigger an avalanche of thoughts and emotions.  Today it was different.  I really miss Jan but I was able to function and talk about it.  I suppose this means I am healing.  Healing to me looks good.  It is hard but I am able to see the benefits.