23 July 2015 (215 days after The Day)

So something weird happened today.  I experienced a lot of peace about Jan's passing.  Not the "here is the plan" type of peace... just a peace that regardless of what life has in the future - all will work out.  I believe she is still around helping me and the kids out... inspiring us in a way to do good.  Sometimes I feel her close by.... other times not at all.  I know Jan wants us all to live joy-filled lives.  As I have said before - often the hardest part is giving yourself permission.