Today was a tough day. I think the fact that there are a couple of challenges hitting me. I love Jan with all my heart. She died. I am left to figure things out. Jan and I had a good marriage and I feel like when I move forward without her I am being unfaithful to our relationship. What a struggle.
Claire had a difficult time going to sleep. I'm glad she finally did. The house is quiet. My brain is now starting to process events. This is a very tough process.
