29 July 2015 (221 days after The Day)

Today I realized with all the day-to-day I have neglected 1 on 1 time with my kids.  My life has been so hectic since Jan died that all the one on one time I had has been replaced with errands.  I will be working on my schedule to ensure I have time with each of them.  After all - they too are going through a change and being close to me is important for both of us.  I love them each so much and am grateful to have them in my life.  I am sad that Jan gave her life for Claire but that should give weight to the decision to ensure she is a priority in my life.