27 Aug 2015 (250 days after The Day)

So - I am ready for the weekend.  Today in therapy I learned a lot about my relationship with Jan.  It is funny how after 15 years of marriage you think you know someone really well - but in reality you have much to learn... about your spouse and about yourself.  This time away from Jan has illuminated things I did well and things I didn't.  Overall - even though my life will move forward - I am learning how to apply the lessons learned with Jan to be a better person.   I believe one day I will remarry - I hope to be a better husband and person because of these life events.