09 Aug 2015 (232 days after The Day)

So today was a day we all went to church.  It was normal.  The routine of the day seems to help make it possible to forget for a moment.  I find myself wishing I had a moment to just talk to Jan like I did when she was here... just sit down and discuss the kids... what is going on with everyone and what we need to do to move forward.  I miss that.