Today Ammon was baptized. I was a complete mess. I think I just missed Jan being there. It was good... just tender. We had lots of family there and it was good. We came back to the house afterwards and got to visit with everyone. Tom played the piano and Emma Jane and Jennifer sang. I could imagine Jan joining them. It was a good moment. I will cherish it forever. Samantha was so very supportive and helped me through it. I just feel so very lucky. I feel I have really been blessed in this life. Sure - I have had challenges - but I have also had my eyes shine the brighter. I have a wife that loves me and supports me. I have seven amazing children. I am blessed indeed.